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Livy is a ten year old sixth grader who was born in Canada to Chinese immigrant parents. She loves to draw and read, and loves anything with cats, unicorns and sparkles. She also lives with her shadow-twin named Viola, who follows her around making her life miserable.
While going about normal sixth grade things like making friends, starting classes and turning in assignments, Viola heckles, jeers and ridicules Livy. Sometimes Livy can tune it out, but sometimes she can’t. Viola makes it hard for Livy to make friends and be honest with them and sucks the joy from many activities Livy loves. Her anxiety also makes it hard for Livy to see what is true in her own life, by twisting things in her mind until what was neutral, or even positive, becomes warped.
Despite this, Livy tries to make and maintain friendships. Livy is brave and speaks to her mom and asks to get help. The doctor gives Livy coping strategies that she works through in the story when Viola attacks her. Ultimately Livy has the personal fortitude to repair her relationships and speak up for herself.
This is a #ownvoices story, adding a layer of authenticity and intensity to the story. The author, Rosena Fung struggled with Anxiety and Panic Disorder, was born in Canada to parents who had immigrated from Hong Kong. She writes an afterward giving a little information about her history and an encouraging message to young readers to share how they feel with a trusted adult.
This story is an absolute must read for anyone who has ever experienced Livy’s struggle or knows someone who has. It paints a vivid picture of the added challenges that anxiety and panic disorders add to the everyday stress of life. The illustrations are delightful and colorful, giving insight into the inner and outer worlds Livy experiences. Though the story is emotionally intense in places it ultimately has a wonderful message.
Thank you Annick Press and NetGalley for this eARC in exchange for an unbiased review.